This was said to me one night quite some time ago. And believe me since then it has been hard to be in anywhere.  Or be in anything.

Another time after I was forced to live on the streets, after being forced out of my home, they came out with “He’s a multiple offender”. Never been a he, maybe I should shave my head and act butch.  Oh and by the way “What am I a multiple offender of you bloody pig”? Sick degenarate. Stop covering your own bloody filth.

I have been hit so bad by something every thing is going so quite,  every day now is getting harder to fight to stay alive with these gangstalking pieces of trash. It is murder straight forward. NOTHING ELSE.  There has also been a high pitched whine going on here, its just stopped. Quite often get this, and also one that bounces your brain around like anything, this will be the one my poor dog constantly shakes his ears at and vomits all the time also.  CRUELTY TO ANIMALS. Whats wrong with the fucking laws in our country that nothing is done about this?  Oh besides lock the bloody victims away. What a SWEET life for criminals in this country.

The idiot is back at the computer again, a decade of shit with my telephones from bloody telecom and now the computer. And did telecom ever do anything about it?? NO!!!!!!

They said to me over West “You’ll never have a telephone, you’ll never have internet”.  This was said V2K or voice to skull as they call it.  WHY???   Fuck, I’d be better of being a bloody pedophile than someone who trod on someone’s pathetic stupid little toe.  I hope you break your bloody legs.

Every where I have been they have come out with some shit along the lines of “We don’t want your type here”.  MY TYPE?  Sorry, if you don’t want my type here I shudder to think of what type you want any where, I really do.  You want a world full of your fucking type. Stand over fwits and gangstalking idiots?  Sure says a lot about YOUR type doesn’t it? The last one they used was “We don’t want any artists here either”. This after putting some of my work online to sell.

So yeah, I definately can work out exactly what types you want any where. God help Australia.

I just tried to go to the shop, I got hit across the head again with something, and am now tasting blood. I got told your not going to the shop. I could’nt I had to come back home.  I am back on the floor and my heart is really bad. I also got told “Well Zareena do you want to do your art or get married”.  My name isn’t Zareena, and as for getting married?  GO TO HELL AND GET FUCKED.

I have my dog with me, I’m worried about him, I don’t know if I’ll make it through today or not, they did this, NO MATTER WHAT THEY TRY AND PUT IT DOWN TO, THEY DID THIS.

If this blog stays public or not, I don’t know, but they did this. I still want to go to  the shops, the schizo bitch says your not going. She said the other day “Now I keep you from your art”.  Which has been happening. Today I have been putting some on the net for sale. They don’t like it, it makes money, you can fight them back.

When they forcibly put me into Bentley Hospital in W.A. for nothing, My blood pressure was up to 180, for 3 days, they did nothing about it, except to keep checking it, no medication for it or anything, another time there I had gastric that bad I had to wear a pad, I asked for medication for it they said no.

Is this the kind of thing we pay taxes for, torture and denial of service in every single facet of our lives??? This is AUSTRALIA?  Starting to think I live in a third world country. Whats all this for?  I was told I said no. Well bloody NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, and again. Do you get the fucking message you prig. I look after myself and home and dog, I get no help from anyone with anything, except get lasered and zapped by some pathetic CHEAP sleazebag.I have out a photo on showing my computer room, no filters used and nothing wrong with the camera , the heat was unreal. The other photo shows a purple laser right thru middle of my loungeroom, sorry the image isn’t clearer. The other photo, for some reason every time I go outside and look at this pole I seem to get hit twice as bad when I come inside. Very strange. The top photo of the t.v. is the amount of energy from it, it burns your eyes actually. When did my main trouble start in 1986. 

I have put videos on youtube which in one you can hear him say “Kill her” In the other “Cheep Cheep killed a whore”.  This morning once again there was dead bird feathers stuffed down the windscreen of my car, happens a lot lately.  Going back quite awhile ago, someone stole my email addy birdie@yahoo, and used it for fraud and extortion to try and get money, it was reported but nothing was done about it? I t appears so many things can be done to me BUT NOTHING IS DONE TO THE PEOPLE WHO DO THEM. NOTHING.   WHY????? I know one thing, even fucking pedophiles and murderers get better treatment. And I DO know that. As I am typing this there are clicks in here, these are also recorded and are also on youtube, this also happens in my car, also recorded and on you tube pardar2x.

So what does it amount to, experimentees are treated like fucking pigs and pedophiles and murderers have a life. So glad to know so much of  taxes I paid went towards this. Well fucking done Australia. Now everything has to be done twice, hey? putting photos on or putting my blog on? Your boring.

“All implants die”. This they said to me a couple of weeks ago,  not long after this I saw a doctor and he said to me”You’re going to die”.

Since when are human beings put here to be experimented on if this comment is true? I didn’t sell myself to medical fucking science.

Do I have to ask them that?  Please let me mow my lawn, or do some gardening, I apologise that I keep my house clean and try and do my gardening,  I say try because I keep getting hit in the head or neck when ever I want to go outside. I know I am supposed to just lay down and die for this fucking putrid filth, but gee I’m sorry, who in the fuck wants to die for SCUM?   I mean scum to, too bloody lazy to do there own bloody work, just sit on their TWATS   all day or zap people away. PURE TOTAL FILTH. For people who don’t believe people in Australia are just zapped off the planet, please look at the videos on youtube under pardar2x, you WILL see that it does happen.

I have been putting some of my art online to sell, I want to make a life for myself, not stay a bloody lazy piece of shit like them. Because of this I have been copping it in here, my dog copped it earlier.

“Now your going to crawl to me and your going to grovel”. Their feedback just now after being hit again and burnt on the top of the head.

NO I WILL NOT CRAWL OR GROVEL TO THESE FU**** PIGS. I AM ON THE FLOOR NOW AND THE VEINS IN MY NECK ARE THROBBING AND STANDING OUT, JUST LIKE MY SONS USED TO. Get into

the park or gutter where you belong.

These photos show the burn holes in my curtains I have other photos taken from outside which actually show the lasers on the windows, I will put them on after.

I want to go to the shop, but I know I will get zapped while doing this. This photo I took off the vid I had running while driving, I was getting hit, this shows one of their projectiles, has an effect like electricity when it hits you.

“Now I’m going to keep you away from your painting”.  Whats it like to be so insanely jealous of someone that you have to come out with shit like that and then enforce it?   This came V2K, or voice to skull as its called, you can also do the same thing with a audio spotlight and  so I just found out from another source, through c.b. radios etc. Technology. But as they said to me one time “We all have bluetooth”. I started painting again, and enjoying it and selling a few. For the last few days I haven’t been able to.  Their attacks have been back on again full blast.  1. Painting gives enjoyment and is relaxing.   2.  You can sell them if they’re any good.  3.  With the money you make from selling them, you can buy more supplies to paint more and sell, helps pay the bills also.  Making life a bit easier.   4.  I suppose the main thing they would be worried about is, you might even make enough money to start fighting this bloody scum back.

I got some of their feedback on a video last night, I had the camera on as was getting attacked again (nothing new)   on it it says “do you want to buy a book”.  Maybe the cameras hearing things too, but I don’t think so.  They also said to me “We’ve got the technology to put you to sleep so you never wake up again”. Disgusting little lesbian b’s.

Below is a photo, drawing of an audio spotlight in use, you can actually buy these for a couple of hundred dollars. Nifty way to have someone classified anything you want to.  They said to me awhile ago “If we can’t drive you crazy we’ll just kill you”.

“You won’t know anything about it, your stupid dog won’t know”

“Your family won’t ever find you”

I’m on the floor at the moment have been for the last hour or so, I got hit so hard by some kind of energy before, infra sound or something.  It boinged right through my head and made my brain shake inside my head. The above is what was said to me by a very sick pathetic individual by V2K. (the room is actually spinning on me at the moment). This is happening every day now.  Tonights attack was very severe though. I gather from what was said by the above. One of these pathetic sluts, am sorry no other possible word for it, Fifi, (whats she think she is a french poode, its actually one breed of dog I never liked very much, always looked a bit on the queer side to me, so guess the name fits her).

Just after I got hit got a message “its all for verity??” then when I opened wordpress to get into my blog the featured blog on opening page wasThe Sable Verity     kind of strange. Never been into that blog. And nothings for Verity, everything of mine is  mine.  (I am tasting blood at the moment, my dog vomitted this morning, there was blood in his vomit. So obviously they got him through the early hours of the morning.

 

Oh and another one was “I’ve already dug your hole” and “I’ll move out when your dead”. Sick.

I’m sitting in my home trying to breathe, and this is the feedback just now.  I don’t suffer from asthma, I do have bronchitis, but its not that, as is affecting my dog also, but every time there is a clunk in the walls here which has been recorded before many times on video, or movement from the adjoining place, it gets incredibly hard to breathe in here. Also when I walk past my phone the face of it flickers,  just like if I say something when I am near it it does the same thing,  this has also been recorded and is on youtube. It is winter, and I am not claustrophobic also, and am being forced to sit with the windows open, freezing, while I try and breathe. Going back about 3 months ago they said to me “Do you want to breathe again”.  Since when do I have to ask some arse-wipe or junked up idiot if I want to breathe again?  I paid my taxes all my life, and not for some pathetic strand over SCUM to try their filth on me in later years.

Over the last week or so the fuckwit I put up with in Western Australia, Perth to be precise, has started up with the phone again. Three rings and stopping on my phone, when I rang and put a complaint in to Telstra it is called now, the number that was ringing all the time disappeared after that and is replaced with a private number, in other words the number doesn’t show.  If you tried to ring this number back over a period of 30 hours all you got was an engaged signal, phone off the hook.  I put up with years and years of this day in day out. I DO NOT intend to put up with it again.  I would bet its he same pathetic cyberstallking bloody freak thats getting into my closed blogs etc.

Another one….”Piss off and die some where else you bitch”.  Now why would I piss off and die for any low life piece of shit. 

These two searches showed up under search views on my blog, now I ask wordpress or google or whoever why in the hell should “dog fuc dog” lead anyone to my blog.   Here are the actual searches

Search views dog fuc dog 1

Where can i buy human body paint 1 …    Niether of these two searches should have one damn thing to do with my blog.  So keep your bloody shit of my blog, your filth.

They ask you a question and answer it themselves…”Whats the time Bitch.. Time you left”.   Get stuffed is my answer.  Whats wrong, you might get caught out? All my power points and my light switches have been clicking, one after another. Does he think they’re sending me some more??

Not long ago I came that close to passing out in my room, when the room stopped swimming I got “Oh goody goody we killed a whore”.  Earlier in the evening when I went to my car got “Where’s your red light”,  I don’t have a red light, but going back a couple of months ago I went out the back and took some photos one night and when I put them on my computer there was a red light shining from the tree next door into my place.  The last few days the top of my head has been burning and hurting badly, have also been tasting blood most days.  I got some papers and things out to send away, regarding the harassment etc, and also looked at places for rent over west on the coomputer, around Collie, Margaret River etc, where the rents are cheaper, and since then it has been really on. Any time anything is reported or tried to be reported it escalates unbelievably.  As I’m typing this out get “Sorry darls your a slut”.

I haven’t blogged much lately because of the severity of the attacks. Just a little while ago this was their feedback. “Now stop clinging to life you slut and let go”.   I was laying on a mattress on the floor the other day after what is termed a false heart attack, meaning an induced one, and they said “Get your dog off there and just pass over”.  I managed to get on video some of their threats, which I put on youtube, one saying “kill her”, and the other, “Cheep cheep, killed a whore”.  Being neither a whore or a slut, they are just into murder full stop for the thrills of it. And for being exposed.

There has been a bit of noise in my ceiling since I’ve been here, and have heard footsteps up there also, through the night on a few occasions, my dog heard it also. I tried to get up there to look and as you can see there is a bag of blankets, and there is also a box on the top of the man hole cover, not showing in this particular photo. There is only one way they could have been put there, and its not from this side of the house, but would have to be from the adjoining half. Maybe we’ve got huge flies up there that can transport them or aliens? No, just trash.

Thanks to the people who have followed and supported my blog. I feel pretty sick lately, they are at it all the time now. My dog was vomitting all morning again. He got it this morning I got it tonight. How they work it.  They said one time awhile back, “Leave her alone she’ll kill herself”.  Up your royal rectum, or so you think it is. No intentions of doing so. Anyway, you’ve already done that haven’t you? Hey you make pretty good murderers don’t you? Should be so proud of yourselves.  Sorry darls, just deleted a couple of lines, hope it didn’t stuff up one of the hundreds of bloody drafts you save while I’m typing.  You know why don’t you go round killing murderers, rapists, pedophiles or gangstalking trash? Oh sorry you are gangstalking trash aren’t you? Or even sluts like yourself?  No haven’t got the bloody guts, has to be people who just want to live their lives, or children or animals.  Pitiful.  Just goes to show who’s safe in the world and who’s not,  doesn’t it. (Their names – Fag and Hag.)

The photo is of chemical burns on my face. They said awhile back “We can make it all chemical if you like, try fighting that”. Over the last week and half there has been a very strong chemical taste in my home, burns your mouth, nose, eyes and skin. My poor dogs have been drinking more than double the amount of water normally and there noses are very hot and dry.

“Yeah your going to die you fucking bitch you took us on, the gangstalking trash.” Their feedback just now. Who in the hell wouldn’t take this kind of putrid bloody filth on?  Trash is right, and its not even garbage day.  How cheap you are. “Now get out”  they say. I say go and get, well I don’t  need to finish that off, it probably gets done at least a dozen times a day.  And don’t forget the bag. Doesn’t faggy waggy look after you properly.

For the last 3-4 days have been tasting blood so many times, have got some more photos of lasers in my home, one right through the loungeroom again, and not even through the window. How hi-tech are they?  The other morning was going to write my last will and testament, but one thing was too sick to after what they had done, and another they have taken everything I worked all my bloody life for. So just left a message on my camera.  They said to get the dog off the bed and just pass over. Earlier today I got told “Now come and grovel to me”. Grovel???  Go stick yourself up a pole. Rear end first please.

So to all Australians who get singled out for gangstalking, please retain the Aussie guts we have, and yes take the filth on as much as you can. They really shouldn’t be on the planet. Disgusting cowardly bastards who hide to do their filth. They also call themselves Neighbourhood Watch some of them, they get  innocent people killed.  Because they believe the filth that has been spread.  I always question gossip hearsay or anything else,  no MATTER WHO spreads it. I wrote away a couple of times to many other Australian victims of this by email, was incredibly suprised both times never got replies, suppose with gangstalking trash on your computer like they were on my phone, its not that suprising

when you think about it. I popped a couple of photos on one shows a laser going right through my loungeroom, the other I felt like I  was being cooked in my computer room. These are totally natural photos.  I  read awhile back that over in America it wasn’t worth targets going to the police and reporting this kind of thing, I really didn’t believe it and thought oh this is Australia, things would be different.  But its no different at all. If your a target of this filth its legal murder, no matter where you live in the world.  You will be treated like an imbecile. So for a bit of perspective, you are not paranoid idiots.

Another thing if you think someone is using chemicals into your home, more than bloody likely they are.  They know ALL the tricks to get someone classified what they bloody want and they get away with it. And they’ll be real close. Number one you’ll sure taste it after a little while, and then feel the bloody effects.

I said the other day “Have you finished”, and got back “No I haven’t dug your grave yet”.  Sick little bitch, you wouldn’t want to wake up next to that in the morning. Some of this stuff I have actually captured on video. And its on you tube. (pardar2x) Am editing this, about 15 mins ago half the power blew in here, since turning it back on the hissing has stopped. This happened once before at 5.50am one morning, it was unreal, it was normal, I could hear myself think for the first time in ages. Over the last few days the hissing and heat and V2K has been unreal, they said to me “You want voicetoskull, you bloody got it”. and it was on 24. 

Normal. Don’t expect it to last though, they’ll think of something else.

 

http://www.lowertheboom.org/trice/infrasound.htm

100 Cycles Per Second

(Hz) – At this level, a person experiences irritation, “mild nausea, giddiness, skin flushing, and body tingling.” Following this, a person undergoes “vertigo, anxiety, extreme fatigue, throat pressure, and respiratory dysfunction.” (source; the Sonic Weapon of Vladimir Gavreau, by Gerry Vassilatos)60 – 73 Cycles Per Second

(Hz) – “coughing, severe sternal pressure, choking, excessive salivation, extreme swallowing pains, inability to breathe, headache, and abdominal pain” were present. In the post exposure phase, test subjects continued to cough, exhibit fatigue, and have skin flushing for up to four hours. (Source – THE SONIC WEAPON OF VLADIMIR GAVREAU, by Gerry Vassilatos)

Today I got an appointment for some tests, I have been tasting blood  nearly all the time for the last few days, rash on my face and my eyes are swollen. Just got told V2K  “Stop putting people in you cun* and we might let you live”. I really think they have gone past that stage.  May they fall over, for good, each and every one.  Earlier today got “You want the pedophile you internet” very dyslexic cow.   Get your foot out of your mouth and use your brain before you speak or think. I said once before I will continue to put their shit on,  go find a fucking pedophile, and get your own bloody computer to stuff with. Oh, and fucking phone also to fuck around with also. Since 1986 you haven’t stopped at all in one way or another. Won’t say sorry for the language, its just how I feel, very bloody sick. And blood tastes foul.

Today has been interesting day, few people coming up to my car taking note of the number plate and walking away. A couple of them seemed rather heavy types. And also a few cars going past slowly looking at my place then returning and looking again.  When I went to the phone box to use the phone three different times, people came up and fiddled with the receiver and then walked away, so waited for them to leave.  A couple in particular paid far too much notice of the car and number plate, and as walked away as the saying goes  with “Looks could kill”.  They only came across the road to look and then went back around the corner, strange thing to do.   I have a dark colour car, no fucking bandaid on it, and they know what I mean by that.

Last night , or early hours of this morning, got  feedback voicetoskull “I made you into a pedophile, don’t ask me how I did it, I just did”.  Today got  voicetoskull “Laser party time”. The second lot of people at the phone had “party time” written on their tee shirt. So the little bitch, or slut, (as she likes to call me,) has her scum around.

Today I have a rash on my face, my eyes were swollen yesterday from the chemical attack the night before, which in a way I have captured on video, on you tube.

Seems each time I go out the front I get hit with something across my throat, and it really tastes like blood after wards.  I say to you if you have to make me into a pedophile to have me  lasered, etc, you gutless scared of the truth money hungry fuck, what goes around.  My identity has been stolen and my online identity also. And it would be the same person behind it. Being told now “I’m getting you  put away”.  Once more another draft saved at that sentence.  SO they are really having fun lately. 

Party time?  Really?  Another time over West down South, got “I’m going to laser you and feed you to the sharks.”

“So sorry cunt I told you they were my children”.  Yes she also likes to say how my car, home, art and everything else is hers. As for there “Don’t use other people”, I laugh at that one I really do, ” get things straight liar.  I HAVE  some of their vocal crap on tape.

As for not having Gangstalking murderers in Australia, what a crock.

She says “She’s paid to harass me”  And this morning “Your going to lose so much weight”. I have had gastric 3 days now from their chemicals. I put the camera up against the adjoining wall and taped for awhile, you can  see the purple and yellow which symbolises the use of microwaves.

“I’ll get her out for you mate”  and “Burn the bitch out of there”, these were said a couple of weeks ago.

The photos above are taken of my back yard, the one at night there was no other light whatsoever.

The last few days have been tasting blood a lot of the time.

Today I got a video of my walls popping. The harassment has been non-stop over the last few days. By that I mean 24/7.  Tonight, oh and today, the heat in here is unbelievable again. Walls don’t pop for nothing.  That is normally a sure sign of directed energy weapons being used. Most times when walls pop, points towards microwave usage. I personally don’t own one. I will be putting the video on you tube.  So guys if your walls are popping and things are pinging in your room, and you feel like your being cooked, more than likely you bloody are. The hissing to go with it has also been rather unbelievable, good thing we have videos.

The last few days have been unbelievably hard to stay inside my home. I don’t sit up at the table at my computer much any more, but put it on the floor.  Even with that, usually have to leave the computer room after awhile, the heat in here has been unbelievable, and we’re heading towards winter not summer, the nights now are quite cold.   So go and sit on the floor in another room and try and do my art in there.  I’ve put this photo on, as I said the heat in here gets unreal, feels like your being cooked in your own home. These cracks in the wall  have only come the last 2 weeks, which is about the time the attacks have intensified to the stage where its  on every day and night. When I moved in here 6 months ago, there were no cracks in the walls, now it seems they are opening up on all adjoining walls.  The same is also happening in the loungeroom, if I want to watch T.V. it is also getting almost impossible to stay in there. Yesterday I had to leave the room and go into the kitchen instead. This is pathetic, that we are living in a so called free society, and we are not allowed the simple privileges of living in our home without fear from these morons. The harassment has definately increased since I put the list of phone numbers on that were used to harass me interstate.  And the ISP numbers that were doing the same on my other blog.  The harassers quite simply believe it is ok to harass, but no exposure please.  Oh, and its ok to murder, but don’t expose that either.

  Last week I got  told  V2K - Synthetic telepathy, “Put her in the ground”.   Twice that week I stumbled and limped out to the front with the phone, I couldn’t even walk properly, and waited to see if I had to ring the ambulance. The first time I really didn’t think I would make it, and I don’t just mean to the front.

How bloody quaint of them.

I haven’t blogged for awhile because the attacks have been so bad, In the last week, I have had to leave my home on numerous occasions. This is a repeat of what they tried before. It is to make it look like you have problems and have to keep going outside all the time, or driving around looking like a nutter, while these half wits are having their bloody entertainment.  Or as the retarded little Bitch said some time back “I’m going to move you on from every place you go”, for what  love,  Oh I remember “I made a mistake, oh well, too bad.” she says.   Wouldn’t want to be caught and exposed would you dear?

I have taken quite a few videos lately of the computer room, and the flashes of red that I get through it. The day before yesterday I limped onto the front verandah, I had to pull my leg behind me, I was hit so hard by some kind of energy, I just kind of half sat half laid with the phone.  I honestly thought I was gone, I really did.  I had just been sitting there peacefully doing some art and enjoying it, when wham.  But as they said “you can’t paint if your blind”  Then again today I had to leave the house once more feeling the same way, numbness spreading through me, my eyes feeling like they had been burnt badly  etc etc. .  I pay the rent here, no one else, and its my bloody home to relax in.  My garden to work in if I choose, but that is nearly obsolete now because of the constant attacks out there also. Just who the fuck do these idiots think they bloody are.  Because I am doing art lately the attacks in the room I use have tripled, to the stage I have to keep leaving it. Yesterday while out the front clearing a few weeds all of a sudden I nearly passed out, once I looked up in a couple of directions it stopped straight away. On two occasions I have also heard movement in the ceiling again through the very late hours.  I know the night before last it felt like the top of my head was burning, then when I woke in the morning I had unbelievable sore spots on the top of my head, I couldn’t even touch it.

So according to these dead beats, you can’t go in the front yard, you can’t have a garden in the back, do art, watch t.v. no thats not allowed either, and go on the computer, well just about say your bloody prayers.  You can look back a few posts and see the kind of energy going right through the room from the t.v., also back a bit further and you will see the same from the computer, besides whats being used into this room. I have uploaded it on to you tube, and have had a couple of comments from people who know about microwave waves, energy and that is what they say it is. It would certainly explain the popping of the walls at times, and the sudden cracks that have appeared right down the side of the walls inside where their were no cracks before. I am not talking of little cracks, but the whole way down the wall.  The unexplained heat when the temperatures have dropped quite considerably. The attacks lately I would say are just about non-stop 24/7.  Their idiotic V2K, “You’ll get married”. Because they know how much it annoys me I suppose, really at my bloody age that is really a bloody decision I will make, and no other pathetic bastard.

I mean the attacks have been bad for awhile, but since putting that piece of paper on back awhile ago with the harassing telephone numbers on it, they have been worse.

Well it seems since I put the Vodaphone ISP numbers and the other  telecom phone numbers on the blog my computer has slowed down to an unbelievable crawl, since Thursday the 19th quite past the joke.  I’m actually downloading a file now, with speed of 4 kbps. Will take about 3 hours for 38mb. Pretty ridiculous.

We pay for this service,  so I think when we are slowed to a crawl, there should be a great reduction in what we have to pay, because there sure as hell is an increase to pay if they say we go over. And they sure as hell make sure they get there money quickly. Vodafone  say it has been passed on to the technician last Thursday and they will look at it, its now Sunday, so I wonder what day, week or month they will get to it.

Thursday I had an appointment at the doctors, as per usual any time I have an appointment anywhere it is made nearly impossible to keep it.  Lord help if I kept them like normal people do, say the first one.  No its usually a couple of appointments made first and cancelled and then say a prayer you can get there. No, no exaggeration. It used to be gastric I was given EVERY single time, now its different methods, because you can buy imodium to take and STOP that. The flash inside the car is what came flying through the car at me, exactly the same as what I get from out the back at home, Oh and my dog gets also. He nearly had a heart attack one day from this. They knock you flying.  Numbness, tingling, eyes burning, mouth and lips numb, headaches, electric shocks,  etc etc. The other photo they seemed to be coming back from the car in front somehow. You can see in the photo where it is on the tyre, or wheel. These are taken from a video I have, which was going to go on you tube, but its too long, My computer has been stuffed with so I can’t cut and make into two parts. My windows movie maker has also been comprimised so can’t use it. Nothing unusual.  Because if I can use it can put more on which exposes them further, and  good heavens you don’t want to expose murder or attempted murder. You just let the fuckers get away with it. That is definately not the only projectile to fly through the car, there were a whole heap of them,  and I had to pull over a couple of times, felt so sick, dizzy and my head was burning. The last appointment to go to the doctors was identical in every way, except they started earlier this time, at home before I left. Last time all I got at home was “C*nts coming out C*nts coming out”.  and then it was on outside. I shall once again have to get a computer technician to come out and fix the computer again, getting to be a regular thing, and its not the only computer I have had, or needed someone to get it going properly again. Absolutely no different from my phone services. How many fucking reasons do they need this time, 7-8.  Oh sorry they don’t, that was telecom that needed that many. No difference now though.

That was said quite some time ago.  I was just sitting here and thinking of the different things I have had stolen from me at different times, since this harassment started years ago. These weren’t all taken at the one time, but spread over time. When I look at the list, there’s quite a lot of personal  things taken.

Birth certificate

Telecom papers

Rego papers

Licence

Hbf etc

My Certificates and Diplomas

Email addy

Keys car

My readings

Store Credit card

Divorce Papers

My rent book from one place I lived.

The telecom papers and the rego papers were actually taken from inside my unit and returned a few days later, including the muddy footprints they left on the loungeroom  carpet to go with the return of the things. The other things I never got back. When you stop and think about it, its a lot of personal papers etc, that someone had got. 

I don’t walk around with a gag on my mouth for any ones threats. A little while ago got some more video footage of their bloody laser use,  just after this got  “go and make one bitch, and we’ll have a laser party”. No, would much rather see them in bloody court. And am sure a “tupperware party” would be right up their alley, and they know what I mean by that.

Last night I was watching some art videos on the computer, when I get “I don’t want to watch them anymore,” straight away the video stopped, after that it was back to the usual stopping every 3 seconds, and thats how I had to watch them, til I thought to hell with this and turned it off. I have a list of ISP numbers, that come  on alternately every time I turn my computer on. All from the same suburb, and ISP provider.  Hacking. Same as my phones before.

Did they say no to?  And others like me?  My type?   What’s your bloody type mate, an overstuffed egotistical maniac.  I actually shudder to think what your bloody type is, because if thats the type that can have people put away, and labelled,  for nothing “Lord”  help the bloody world, and the people in it.  I mean you’ve had 3 members of my family, not quite enough???  Genocide comes in many forms doesn’t it. Get a new punching bag.  Hey, how about a few of your fucking own, actual real bloody candidates. Because if you spawned them they would sure bloody need it.  Too much inbreeding I’d say.

My father died in his 50’s, my brother died in his 50’s, and they say to me “Your supposed to be dead by now”. Yep, I’m in my 50″s, well just for now anyway. I’m going to do my washing and CLEANING.  Already had MY daily shower, had yours, still wouldn’t make you clean would it? I put that because their synthetic telepathy the other day.. “Have a shower and die clean you bitch”. Now the cyberstalking little freak is playing with the mouse, pulling it the other way to what I want. These three photos, one in my room when it was mostly ok, the second one you can see the bloody energy in the same room,  what does this energy do to you? Have a think about it. The third is of what I have to sit with on my head at times, yes some can laugh, til it happens to you. For a long time I didn’t know, and used to have sores and scabs on the top of my head,  burns.  Now I DO know. And believe me, if I have to sit with my “pedophiles” hat on as they say, I will. But next time you  bloody harlot, try it on your own and then things WOULD  be correct hey.  Women are pedophiles? In your bloody dreams schizo. Oh I forgot the Burnies were weren’t they, in England many years ago.  So guess am wrong on that one.  My mistake, but am sure they are few and far between.  Oh, and another thing when it comes to pedophiles Darl, you ought to know about them first hand.

Have you ever seen your dog dance while he’s trying to eat a bone?  Aren’t they fucking funny. I walked out one day after I had given my dog a bone to eat, and he was trying to eat it, at the same time both his back legs alternating shaking them. The poor bloody thing. He was being lasered or fucking tasered, yes you can build your own, and they don’t have to have the projectiles attached to them. And lasers DO burn, its amazing how many things you can cut through with them or set on fire. Just look up on you tube.  I have had my eyes burnt while driving and had to pull over til the smarting and burning stopped.

These two photos are taken in my computer room tonight. Maybe the rooms having a panic attack. The red colour is not the colour of my room at all, get these flashes through here all the time. The other photo shows the surplus bloody energy in the room, this taken from a vid I took tonight. My head is burning, and my eyes and mouth.  Maybe the whole house is having a fucking anxiety attack. Or a bit of microwave allergy maybe. Or haven’t I ” learned my lesson” as they said before.  Normal photos?  Not on your bloody Nelly, this is whats happening in my house, or any fucking house I live in.  It is meant to drive you out. It is meant to say hey, your crazy and I’m not.  As for watching T.V.  well.  She said “I’m going to keep you away from the T.V.”  Pray tell is this how they do it, looks a pretty good bloody way to me. So now its denial of fucking T.V. also?  My dog loves T.V. but has to walk away from it all the time, no bloody wonder.  Hey do I have to ask to use the fucking toilet also?  Better not ask that they may booby trap it.

Oh whoops, am I getting angry here. Well fuck, wouldn’t you?

I was told “You can’t paint if your blind”. Well, aren’t I blind enough for you yet you harlot. I had the most unbelievable eyesight of anyone I have ever known, and that is not a lie.  Now, I put magnifying glasses on to eat. I’ve been doing a bit of painting the last couple of nights, and wow, has it been on. Another reason for that, I might, just might, make some money from my paintings. And its something I love.  If you want to see some photos of  lasers being used into my home just check back on previous posts.  Just click on  photos to enlarge.

The phone numbers  on the piece of paper are from 1999, this is what was programmed up on my phone day after day, if you tried to ring anyof these phone numbers back you got the disconnected  signal. This is the kind of harassment that went on day after day.  This or disconnecting the phone every day, day after day. This is what I was labelled with a mental illness over. Delusional and paranoid and imagining all this. BULLSHIT… I have kept this piece of paper for 10 years.

Now it seems to be that I have another  form of harassment on another blog I have. The minute I sign into it someone else visits exactly the same time. EVERY single time. It’s happened too many times for it to be co-incidence.  I have had a cyberstalker which I have written about many times before, and this to me stinks of cyberstalking. I took a photo of the ISP  numbers and where they were from. Its very similar to the list of phone numbers above, all the same except the last one, two or three digits all from the same suburb and all the same Internet Providers. Vodafone, all from Chatswood N.S.W. There can be no visitors to my blog all day, but soon as I sign in presto, immediately. Co-incidence?

You see the harassment from the phone to the internet has never ended, not for decades with the phone, and now for the last couple of years with the internet.

Yesterday I also put on  you tube (pardar2x) a video showing a projectile being projected right at my room, the path it came from was easy to follow, from right behind this room.  All you have to do is go over the vid frame by frame and you can see it. Very clearly. When you get hit by these you know it, and so does my fucking dog.

I have just been hit so badly by something I am limping when I walk, just before I got hit got “Hey bitchy, bitchy, I’m calling you out, come out”.  My eyes are burning and hurting so badly. The other day they said “When they’re nearly at the end is when they go out and start following them”.

Today is a long weekend here its Adelaide Cup day, looking back on past posts here you will see that I spent Melbourne Cup day sitting outside the Vets with my dog, he nearly had a heart attack.

Just looking  through a few sites and found a few different articles I found interesting.

An article on people under mental health.  Australian article.

http://www.abc.net.au/rn/talks/8.30/helthrpt/stories/s409295.htm

Norman Swan:

What are the key findings?

D’Arcy Holman: First of all, people who are using mental health services have a life expectancy in their 50s.

Norman Swan: Their life expectancy is in their 50s?

D’Arcy Holman: That is correct, yes.

Norman Swan: So you would have lived to somewhere between 50 and 60 years old as opposed to 79 or 82?

D’Arcy Holman: That’s right, on average. That means that their death rate is about 2-1/2 times the rest of the population, which is a very large difference. I mean that’s the sort of difference between Australia and a Third World country for example.

 

 

By Marilyn Elias, USA TODAY

Adults with serious mental illness treated in public systems die about 25 years earlier than Americans overall, a gap that’s widened since the early ’90s when major mental disorders cut life spans by 10 to 15 years, according to a report due Monday.

ODDS ARE NOT GOOD

People with serious mental illness die at age 51, on average, compared with age 76.

Interesting that now its 25 years earlier and not 10-15 years as was at a much earlier date, and they say they have made breakthroughs in treatment and medication?  This kinda says quite the opposite.

No medical tests for schizophrenia exist.

Over a 10-year period, 39 out of 88 patient on antipsychotic drugs died. Reduced survival was associated with the administration of two or more neuroleptics at the same time, and time since withdrawal of antipsychotics (over time, patients kept on drugs became burdened with chronic physical illness, so much so that it replaced the “psychiatric disorder as the primary focus of medical care.”) The final pathway to early death was global medical decline and death from respiratory illness.

And what about the side effects from the medication they give people, does the REAL truth of that ever come out?  Billion dollar industry.

Just a few interesting snippets.

The above photo is of a list of numbers. This was written  10 years ago. It is the original paper written on. This was just one day of harassment on my phone. This is the sort of thing I was classified as having a mental problem over.  These numbers were programmed up on my phone on a daily basis, nearly all the numbers are the same, only the last digit or 2 last digits are different. They run in sequence. If you tried to ring any of these numbers back you only got the disconnected signal. Harassment, this was only one form of it. The harassment continued on for years, and is now continuing on with the computer all the time. Some of the smart comments I have had left on here and another blog,  the pattern is the same, identical, with the IP addresses, running in sequence. And they sure seem to know both the blogs belong to me. Stalking.  When does the person doing the stalking get classified with the mental illness and not the bloody victim??? I ended up with 3 phones, and it didn’t make a scrap of difference. Each one was interferred with simultaneously.  I moved interstate, and the same thing happened with my telephone after I moved.  Different name to. I invite you to look at you tube under user pardar2x.  To see other forms of harassment, etc.

One time in my unit I said to myself? By myself, You’ve driven me half way round the bend why don’t you finish it off. Within half a minute my phone started ringing, and rang non-stop over 200 times in the next day and half, just ring ring stop, on and on.  For what reason this? None.

Well looks like the fourth lot of new tennants to move in adjoining me, in as many months. Do these ones want to play in the fucking roof through the night also.  Or stand out the front of my fence at night and say  “Is she in there, is the slut in there?”.  I caught that on video, plus them shining a light or laser at my place, and then their door closed. Was also on tape.  I couldn’t believe it the next time I went to edit the tape and it was gone. GONE.  Am pretty certain made a copy of it, but have to go through a lot of cd roms to check.  What is amazing about that is when I lived in unit 2/2 in Perth, years ago, the ones next door stood out the front of my place in the daytime on two separate occasions, and said “Is HE in there, is he by himself, is so we’ll go for a walk”.  And then at a later date, in another state when I was in my vehicle out the front of a boarding house I lived they would drive past, and yell “Is he in there, is he working.”  and take off. Then return a few more times. They returned til I got my camera out and started taking photos, then came back with vampire masks on. So yes I say its all bloody connected. And I’m not paranoid.  So if these ones want to get in the bloody roof, I tell you I’ll fucking be up there also. If they want to be smart out the bloody front, I’ll fucking be out there also. Or if any others around here want to beep me all the way down the fucking road when I’m driving, I’ll just turn around and beep them right back down the fucking road.

 I went out the back yesterday morning, the puppy was chewing on something, (Just remembered what he said “I’ll kill your dog”)  I’ve popped the photo on what it is. It’s a can been chopped in half, with pentagram on it or something,  its sharp, have put the fence on as well, as you can see they’re tall, so really doubt if it blew over, they have been put there on purpose.  If she had continued to chew on it and swallowed pieces, well doesn’t need saying does it.  The puppy had that one, my dog has been baited before, last year, different bloody address. So don’t tell me I’m fucking paranoid, delusional or any other fucking thing.

The photos of my T.V.?   I couldn’t look at it or stay in the room, my eyes were burning like mad. You can see the energy coming from it.  Just click on the photo to enlarge. I also have photos and vids of laser use on my dog, in his own bloody yard.