On Being Forced Out of My Home.

I am trying to stay in my home tonight it is nearly impossible, I can’t breathe, my hands and feet are swelling, and there is definite chemical taste. I have spent most of the night either out the front or the back.  Its now 3.30am, my throat feels like it constricting. I am not claustrophobic or having a panic attack, this is on lately every night. The attacks are now non-stop.  The taste in my mouth now is unreal, and my tongue and mouth have gone furry.

Going back months ago they said “Ping the Bitch Out of There”. I haven’t gone, it is my home. After that they said “We can make it all chemical if you like try fighting that”.  Very hard to…  When you can’t breathe.  

I sat out the back with my dog for awhile, and saw twice a light flash across the tree in the back yard, a very thin laser light.  This is nothing unusual though and I have taken many photos and videos of them.  I remember reading a blog by E-abuse, the last blog she put on was, she couldn’t breathe, I know how she felt, I haven’t seen any more blogs from her since, this is quite a long time ago, I only hope she is ok, but I wonder.  I will have to go out again and sit outside with my dog again, it is unreal in here.  Pretty disgusting for him also.

The other night I looked through some rental properties later that night when nearly asleep I got “You’re not moving,  you’re not staying here, you’re just going to lay down and die”.  Just who the hell do they think they are. There was a clunk in the wall not long ago, and something has been turned off. It is a bit easier to stay inside now.  I have recorded these noises, clicks and clunks they are on video.